Saddness is all around (hiaz)

After making a phone call back to our family....
on last Sun..
(it's hurt and make me cry...lucky deardear is around to comfort me)



nennen : I feel sad.

Why?

nennen : Cos our family feel sad and disappointed.

Why?

nennen : Cos they are looking forward for our return during CNY.

Why?

nennen : Cos we can't go bk SG to cele CNY and for holidays.

Why?

nennen : Cos no more renuion dinner with our dearest family.

Why?

nennen : Cos of a detachment.

Why?

nennen : Cos it's impossible to go back.Really Impossible.




How?

nennen : I go bk alone? (MayB)

How?

nennen : But alone like "bo meaining" leh. (haiz)

How?

nennen : I dun noe.

How?

nennen : I really dun noe.





Tears
By Desiree N. Rainz

water sliding down my cheeks,
each drop makes you more weak,
what is this element of emotion?

feeling this at a time of broken devotion,
feeling this on a rainy day,
feeling this when I'm lonely at night,
dropping down on me when I'm frightened,
sometimes it could be a joy,
sometimes I try to hold it into avoid it,
but in the end that's all we got.

tears shows it all in our fears,
no matter what it's always gonna be here,
our tears, tears of madness,
tears of sadness,
tears of passion,
tears of love,
will never go away our tears.

fire racing down my face,
falling with the utmost grace,
burning inside worse than out,
mind of thoughts just physically killing me,
pain in my heart is setting free,
and the only thing you see is our.

Tears bring it out in your fears,
no matter what it's always gonna be here,
tears flames in teardrops,
tears thinking will it ever stop dropping?
the tears created by emotions tears.
everyone falls one drop of a tear.

God Is Painting The Sky
By Karen R. Forest

The little girl said with a tear in her eye
Where is the sunshine that was up in the sky?
Mama answered with an encouraging smile
Only God knows the answer my child.
God has a plan and I know for sure
Please don't feel sad, He'll send the right cure,
Suddenly the little girl giggled out loud
As a cooling breeze blew away the darkened cloud.
There in its place appeared a rainbow so bright
It was truly an incredible, heartwarming sight,
A promise God had made a long time ago
Decorated the Texas sky with a colorful glow.
Mama, she said, God is painting the sky!
Then the little girl pointed to the rainbow so high,
Mama whispered, God has special brushes to make it so large
The rainbow helps us remember who is always in charge.
The little girl reached out to take Mama's hand
As the sunshine began to cover this Texas land,
Mama always knows, the little girl thought with love
As they walked hand in hand, enjoying the rainbow above.

nennen : Rainbow, where are you?

Feel it....

Life is Full of Ups and Downs, We Muz overcome challenges in Life. Always aim for the sky,for if u fail, at least u can reach the clouds...


Angels Among Us
(Alabama)

I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day
Took a shortcut through the woods and
I lost my way

It was getting late and
I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home

Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours

To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me

A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say
I understand

Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours

To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with their mercy
In our time of need

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours

To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love



As it is promised by the wind,as it is tendered in the heart,
as it is written across the sky . . .

to My one and only love....

You Bring The Sun Out
Randy Crawford

You bring the sun out
To warm my life up
To make my love grow everyday

You bring the stars out
To light the night up
To make the darkness go away

I reach to you
You reach to me
No matter where you go
I know you'll always be

No matter how far apart
Far from my heart
I'll always have you here (your voice is a console)
I always know you're near (deep in my heart)

You bring the sun out
To warm my life up
To make my love grow everyday

You bring the stars out
To light the night up
To make the darkness go away